Hmmm

Long time since i've used this thing... Discretely making an effort to communicate over a blog site hoping it'd be noticed by , someone.. Probably not.. Anyway, studying next year, media business kinda thing.. In napier... That was always the problem.. I was going to be staying in napier. Imagine how hard it'd be being so far away from your certain someone, everyday. I mean, there is always the future, no one knows what the future holds, stopping smoking, was never addicted only smoked when i felt like it. Not that anyone is exactly reading this.. Perhaps someone will leave an, anonymous comment if they wanna remain anonymous... and maybe still want to talk to me..

Coldness!

Found a funny picture!


Anyway, I had a spa tonight, it was very cold.

That's just not right now is it?
Hah.

Anyway, New years has been and gone, and it was awesome..!

And this year, feels different. Almost like a change. Resolution perhaps? Hah. I don't think so....
But I just feel more alive and grown up.

3.36a.m!!!

It's called 3.36 am because that's when i started writing this blog >.<

I'm being baptised on Sunday.

Only some of the people close to me will be able to go..>.<

But never the less, that day is about me being baptised. No relevance what so ever, I heard a quote on Sunday which goes like this.

"Everything can be taken from a person but one thing: the last of the human freedoms - to choose one's attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one's own way."

Anyway, baptism. I understanding what it is, and what i'm doing exactly. But should I really be getting baptised? Think Think Think. Not good.

Besides silly baptism.

For the last week and such, someone with a laugh like Kairi, my second favourite KH character, has completely come into my life, and made it totally awesome. It hasn't been totally awesome in a long time. So i'm happy. xD

Wooo

I was outside in a strange orchard last night when I thought to myself...
I've pissed around for long enough, that it's really probably annoyed quite a few people.

So I did something I'm very proud and happy about :D
I think it cleared up a lot of things in my mind.

I seem somewhat... Refreshed? If that's the right word.

So Wooo :D

Maybe..

Thursday night..
12.18a.m, Thinking about that darn maybe.


To be honest, Maybe is such a bad word, it can cause one to be paranoid, suspicious or more..
Example, “Oh no, maybe she’s gone and done this”, “Maybe they’ve gotten involved”..
Etc… Etc…

Stupid Maybe.
Staying up so late causes me to think. Too much…

(if that’s even possible for me) Lol.
Ugh.

Baptism meeting tomorrow morning. Hmmmm....

Hmmm...

One a.m in the morning I was thinking, and thought that..

Isn’t it funny?.. How fast life is. One moment you’re learning to walk.. Next you’re at school, work, retirement, and it’s all over.

Almost seems like we’re spiralling… too fast, spiralling out of control, not knowing what we’re doing, we can’t see where life's going to take us.

But hey, I bet you’re wondering.. Why am I writing this? What does it mean?...
Questions, so many of them.
… I think, we as a human race, are too curious for our own good.
Perhaps one day, we’ll all wake up and see the truth?
The truth is, we aren’t advanced above all other species on this planet..
I mean, just look at it. Global warming, Wars… Is that being more advanced then other species? Killing ourselves?

Maybe, one day, time will just stop…

Just for one day.. So we can all get a chance to look around, slow down the spiralling, and see who we really are.

Maybe.. It's one word, which sets a lot of questions off in our minds.
Next time, I’ll talk about maybe. .

Maybe.